CAN'T WAIT

I so can’t wait! It has been such a hectic year, emotionally and physically I’m exhausted and really need some time out.

On the other hand, I have some more exciting news to share, but will only be able to share this once its finalized (but you can always start guessing *smile*) I’m kind of skeptical to share this on my blog yet, because with my luck I might just jinx it.

So as of tomorrow 28/10/2011, I will be on leave…. YIPPY

If you know me by now, you will know that my dearest loving husband loves the outdoors, love camping, fishing and everything else that ladies normally don’t enjoy, but I had to learn to start to enjoy these things as it somehow brought us closer to one another. In the past because I never wanted to do these type of things he went with people who did enjoy this and I landed up having to spend time on my own and not being able to share anything with my husband. Look he also do what I want to, so I can’t complain, but he loves his stuff too.

Anyway, so we will be out camping – Ya you read it – camping in a caravan and fishing…. SO MAY THE BEST FISHERMAN WIN *smile*

I will try and keep you updated on our trip but don’t know if I will be able to, if not I will be back on 15/11/2011 and will give a update and O yes, hopefully I will be able to give you an update on my exciting news too.

Have a awesome weekend and week

WELCOME

Hi there and thank you for stopping by my blog, I can't remember when last I've been involved, but I am so excited that I will meet new people and maybe a few will stay to follow!
Have a fantastic weekend, and enjoy commenting!

VENTING

I’m a bit in a funny mood, cant really explain what’s been happening to me lately, but I know that where I am is not where I need to be right now.

Over time I’ve realized that I’ve lost some dear friend, that I made new friends and in the cyber world the same. I have made decisions that I now regret I have made decisions that I am thankful for and that life goes on. I’ve gone from being a very dedicated blogger, to being a less dedicated blogger and I miss the friend I had. I don’t know if its because some people kind of struggle with the upgrade on blogger and now cant comment (I’m one of them – I really have a hard time commenting on blogs if the blog comment box are embedded below the post) or if I have just lost them or their interest in my blog because I have been so out of touch lately. All I know is I love comments cause that lets me know you are out there.

So ya, its sounds like self pity today, but I miss it…

The last couple of years about 2 I’ve been working at this new (well not that new anymore) company. I’ve had very little time to go for any treatment during office hours, and I realized that people don’t understand why we take time off to go for these type of things. You find that people are judgmental, they have their own opinions about these kind of treatments and some people just don’t give a sh!t about what you feel and how they make you feel when they express their opinions. I have let myself down, I have kind of given up and become such a terrible blogger (this is how it feels) that I have lost most of my blog readers. Most of the people who encouraged me, supported me, the people I felt so comfortable with that I could say anything and I’d knew that they would have been there for me. Some of these people have also moved on from being infertile to becoming a mother, and here I am……

STILL F*&^ing infertile and feeling alone…. YA YA It’s self pity – but today I need to just pity myself….

I need to reach out for new friend (people who will be there and support me again) I need that, I need and want to go back on treatment and I’m taking a couple of steps to get that going again… but most of all at this time I need to be surrounded by people that’s going through this hell of a roller coaster ride, and who will be able to understand that you have your ups and your downs… I don’t know how to start reaching out again, but I know I need to....

I'm so sorry for putting it out there, but if I can't put it out there then where else will I find the space to vent...

SOME USELESS INFO

I have promised so many people that I will post some photos of my Dubai business trip, but have not yet been able to do so.

So what better time than now….

Arriving at the airport

this was the Hotel we were booked in

the stunning musical fountains

Just a bit of splashing around, before going back to the Hotel

Our wonderful desert trip, hey but this was fun. this was still early in the afternoon we started at around 3 and went home at about 9, after having a nice braai and entertainment

all of us obviously went for Henna

this was the reception of one of the hotels we went to for brunch on the Saturday

and off cause, in the hottest desert they have to have snow!

The view from the one end of the shopping center or shall I say, one of the many shopping centers

and upon arrival, our first Lunch together... SALAD!